Tainted Destiny

The darkening sky somehow reflected sorrow

While someone out there might felt hollow

The constant state of nothingness felt tiresome

So did being strong for so long that it became lonesome

Interesting it was to see how the universe shown such pity

Alas, some people was just ignorant and silly

One might felt like everything was fated

Regardless of how cruel one's life might be fated

It was easy to think that one was merely a dust

In a whole wide world that began to rust

It was the complexity of being human

Yet it was why one might not want to stay as a human

As a human, there was the urge to have control

But it was foolish to think that everything was under control

For everything wouldn't get out of line

If everything was just fine

Being strong for too long felt tiring

Being weak for too long also felt tiring

Both ended up with losing it

And worst of all, it might went to ending it

Not Anymore

Breathing has been an automatic activity to me
There is no enjoyment in breathing anymore
I cannot tell how much dirt has filled my lungs,
But I can feel lots of them in me

Sometimes the sky will turn into a brilliant blue
With fluffy clouds in it
But now, I have to see them through my sunglasses
I cannot even remember when I started wearing it
All I know is my eyes cannot take the burning sensation anymore
So does my skin
As if my physical body cannot find any enjoyment in this place
Not anymore

Soon, my soul follows my body
No enjoyment, nothing

I want to set my eyes free again
I want to set my skin free again
I want to take a fresh air again
I want to set my soul free again
But alas, I cannot do that here
Not anymore

Light

Inside this darkness I can't see anything

But inside this darkness I feel almost everything

I was trembling, but suddenly,

"Be the light" whispered into my ears

And suddenly,

I wasn't trembling anymore

A ray of light strikes my soul

And makes my life more meaningful

The light that keeps me alive

Is the strength that I have till the end of my life

-Rossie White

R.I.P. Truth & Justice | Here lies the disappointment of the broken ones

In the world full of lies, truth is the revolutioner.
Lie is easy, truth is hard.
Truth is being pressed by lie.
Lie is so popular right now, that truth  ran away.
Finding such a truth is really hard.
Lie also cause justice to fell down.
Truth & justice do exist.
But hard to find.
So hard that many think that they're dead.
Killed by the lies.
Me?
I'm still searching for them.
For my sake,
And for the sake of others.
I'm tortured by the lies,
The pain,
The sorrow,
The sadness,
The loneliness.
I'm so torn.
I feel like I'm ready to die soon.
But I haven't found out why,
Why am I alive, with all these pain?
Maybe,
To find truth & justice is one of it.
Living, is definitely not easy.

Candle

There's a burning candle inside my heart.
The color?
Depends on my mood. But lately I don't even know what color it is.
However, the fire is too hot recently.
Even though it enlightens my heart, the fire is also burning my heart.
Will it turn my heart into ashes, or will it warm & enlighten my heart?
Will my candle be kind or dangerous?