R.I.P. Truth & Justice | Here lies the disappointment of the broken ones

In the world full of lies, truth is the revolutioner.
Lie is easy, truth is hard.
Truth is being pressed by lie.
Lie is so popular right now, that truth  ran away.
Finding such a truth is really hard.
Lie also cause justice to fell down.
Truth & justice do exist.
But hard to find.
So hard that many think that they're dead.
Killed by the lies.
Me?
I'm still searching for them.
For my sake,
And for the sake of others.
I'm tortured by the lies,
The pain,
The sorrow,
The sadness,
The loneliness.
I'm so torn.
I feel like I'm ready to die soon.
But I haven't found out why,
Why am I alive, with all these pain?
Maybe,
To find truth & justice is one of it.
Living, is definitely not easy.

Candle

There's a burning candle inside my heart.
The color?
Depends on my mood. But lately I don't even know what color it is.
However, the fire is too hot recently.
Even though it enlightens my heart, the fire is also burning my heart.
Will it turn my heart into ashes, or will it warm & enlighten my heart?
Will my candle be kind or dangerous?

Random Quote #1

The fact that you don't know what your future is may sound frightening.

However,

If you already know your future, there must be less adventures and less experiences in your life.

Without adventures,

Life would be boring.

Not all adventures are exciting, but take the lessons instead of pain and regret. Pain and regret bring you to sorrow, but lessons always make you a better person. If you feel like you've had enough of this life, trust God. You're here because of Him.

Rossie White / Khinanti Roro Sekarwangi